Hallucinating Reality

A man shouts out to far off messiah standing under the cold moon,
Whispering light into the man' eyes,hoping to see the sun soon.
Insanity lingers through the air with aliens smokin in the background,
The man plays a spanish guitar,re-kindling spirits,
Repetition of things,they call it the pattern of their life bits,
Messiah's voice echoed around the cave,a cave deeper than his voice,
Man shouted god!!...so was the birth of it,such was the man's choice,
Insanity closing down on him now,the man ran towards the messiah,insane....
it was the man,it was the end,it was the end of the cave....

Music

Music is not just a word
It speaks to you when no one's around,
Takes you to a place which no man has ever found,
Its the light seen by those closed eyes,
Sunshine maybe,in the lonely night skies,
Its the feeling of reaching home for those who were lost,
A drop of tear maybe,for those with their memories washed,

Music is not just a word
Sometimes it is the melody enchanting us,
And sometimes its the green and the lust,
The power to create a soul with few strings,
Its divine maybe,even not one of HIS things,
Its about people who become legends,oh so close to the gods,
Its about a religion,a religion with no discrimination of thoughts,

Music is not just a word
Its our thoughts,our emotions with wings,
And maybe,a song for the traveler to sing,
Its one more step forward when the road is too long,
And yet another conclusion when your rights were always wrong,
Its for the man looking at the horizon with hope in his eyes,
Its for the one who wants to clench the tides,the one longing to see the paradise...

Music is not just a word......


*H.O.D*

The Goodbye

She tip-toed once again into my dreams today,
Cold as December,with the Warmth of May,
With her gentle touch,she told me it is for real,
With a dagger of love in her hands,she told me there's nothing to fear,
I held her close,I never wanted her out of my sight,
But she just said--"Go to sleep baby,everything is all right",

I closed my eyes,saw her smiling in that magical light,
Like a paradise of dreamers,I was just living in black and white,
She was like an angel,not a hint of lies in those eyes,
But she just pretended to be a devil in disguise,
And as the dawn broke,I saw hate trickling down her face,
The dagger was inside my heart now,it was just one of her beautiful ways,
To bid a final goodbye,she closed the door and said....."Go to sleep baby,everything is all right".....



H.O.D

Comfortably Numb

aight,with two joints converted into ashes,with pink floyd still telling me what is right :)
I give you my own version of "comfortably numb"...
Now you either need to be high or read behind the following lines to get close to what im feeling...



Verse:

I burn the emotions,see myself in the smoke,
The crushed dreams & the nightmares ill invoke,
The moon's drowning in the river it chose,
And i raise my hand,it brings the horizon so close,
Thoughts revolving around the tears that I bled,
The present is waiting,the future getting close to the past,just one step ahead...

Chorus:

I close my eyes,let another one pass
For theres time before my breath ceases to last
And till then ill try to be numb
To feel the void,to be comfortably numb...

Verse:

Living on the edge,I wish to move forward,wish to defy the laws,
But I hope for a dream,for a hope,for a hope that is lost,
I inhale this life,i come close to another gallow,
The feeling of stalked by the man,hiding in ma shadow,
And as the dawn breaks,I see what the night had not shown,
Once again ignite my emotions,see myself in the smoke cuz once again....Im home....

Chorus:

I close my eyes,let another one pass
For theres time before my breath ceases to last
And till then ill try to be numb
To feel the void,to be comfortably numb..

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Aight and my band peeps say they gonna work on this...

Neways,im out!

The dream I never had.....

I had this dream yesterday night,
That showed how I could relate to others' plight,
People had a prayer on their lips,
But how is it that every coast was still devoid of the ships,
Children were close to strangers,
The women could still see the night,
A night free of dangers,
Soldiers were still enjoying that morning light,
I had this dream yesterday night,
People were free from the chains of their thoughts,
Man was free of issues in untangling the clots,
Speaking their mind,still with a pure heart,
People who had a hope....did have a fresh start,
I had this dream yesterday night,
That I was a person they always wanted me to be,
In this eternal sleep,i wondered if i could still rest in peace,
For now that Im gone ,its still their dreams.....dreams they always wanted to see.....

I Wish

Wish I could be the stars shining so bright,
So I could tuck away u in bed and say goodnight,
Wish I could be the moon of every night,
So I could adore u without lettin u out of ma sight,
Wish I could be a bird too,
So I could fly and sing everyday for you,
Wish I could be the air around you,
So I could just be there and touch you,
Wish I could be the ground and the walls,
So I could support u and never let you fall,
Wish I could be your dreams,
So I could be the only one u wanted to see,
Wish I could be just your shadow,
So i could walk beside you,never lettin u go,
Wish i could be you,yes I wish I could be you,
With no wishes and no hopes,just away from the love so true.....

H.O.D

R.I.P Arun...ma cousin :(

Can u Let me hear ur voice again brother
Just let me hear u singing and laughin again brother
I still have a t shirt of urs and it does fit me
I stand infront of the mirror and find u staring at me
Stil remember wen we couldnt differ between the right and wrong,
Stil remember ur words wen u praised ma poems and songs
Like an angel u could wipe the tears
Seeing u,i could curb ma fears
U helped me to get up whenever i was down
U made me smile when i wanted to frown
I never wanted u to go wen u said bye
Stil remember how u wanted me to teach u how to lie
I still sit in that balcony of ours but im not aloneI
stil walk to that market but im never alone
Cuz u never left me,u never went away
Ur right here in ma heart and forever u will stay....

H.O.D

You

Ma heart weeps and lips curve into a smile,
Theres always something i seek,walking these never-ending miles,
Is it because of you...
My heart skips a beat when the phone rings,
And sometimes i think i got wings,
Is it because of you...
In the mirror i cant find myself,
And sometimes i cant even breath by myself,
Is it because of you...
My smile is forced and my happiness is fake,
My eyes shut and still im awake,
Is it because of you...
Theres always a fear of losing something,
I have everything yet i have nothing,
Is it because of you,
Listening to those songs makes me cry,
I hope its because of you...
And tonight for it...i want to die,
I just hope its because of you...

H.O.D

I HATE...

aiigh here's another one of ma poems for another one of those times......

I HATE

I hate the way u love me,
Hate the way u give me that pain,
I hate the way u forget me,
Hate the way u come bak again,
I hate the way im ignored,
Hate that look in ur eyes,
I hate when ur bored
Hate the truth behind ur lies,
I hate the love that u show,
Hate those tears resting on your cheeks,
I hate the way u make me feel low,
Hate the way u laughed when i was weak,
I hate it when u praise me,
Hate the way u hurt me as if u didnt knew,
I hate the look of hatred when u see,
Cuz i dont have to hate,love itself hates u...

H.O.D




DAYUM!!! cant say anthin more...
im out
Peace!!!!