I Wish

Wish I could be the stars shining so bright,
So I could tuck away u in bed and say goodnight,
Wish I could be the moon of every night,
So I could adore u without lettin u out of ma sight,
Wish I could be a bird too,
So I could fly and sing everyday for you,
Wish I could be the air around you,
So I could just be there and touch you,
Wish I could be the ground and the walls,
So I could support u and never let you fall,
Wish I could be your dreams,
So I could be the only one u wanted to see,
Wish I could be just your shadow,
So i could walk beside you,never lettin u go,
Wish i could be you,yes I wish I could be you,
With no wishes and no hopes,just away from the love so true.....

H.O.D

R.I.P Arun...ma cousin :(

Can u Let me hear ur voice again brother
Just let me hear u singing and laughin again brother
I still have a t shirt of urs and it does fit me
I stand infront of the mirror and find u staring at me
Stil remember wen we couldnt differ between the right and wrong,
Stil remember ur words wen u praised ma poems and songs
Like an angel u could wipe the tears
Seeing u,i could curb ma fears
U helped me to get up whenever i was down
U made me smile when i wanted to frown
I never wanted u to go wen u said bye
Stil remember how u wanted me to teach u how to lie
I still sit in that balcony of ours but im not aloneI
stil walk to that market but im never alone
Cuz u never left me,u never went away
Ur right here in ma heart and forever u will stay....

H.O.D

You

Ma heart weeps and lips curve into a smile,
Theres always something i seek,walking these never-ending miles,
Is it because of you...
My heart skips a beat when the phone rings,
And sometimes i think i got wings,
Is it because of you...
In the mirror i cant find myself,
And sometimes i cant even breath by myself,
Is it because of you...
My smile is forced and my happiness is fake,
My eyes shut and still im awake,
Is it because of you...
Theres always a fear of losing something,
I have everything yet i have nothing,
Is it because of you,
Listening to those songs makes me cry,
I hope its because of you...
And tonight for it...i want to die,
I just hope its because of you...

H.O.D

I HATE...

aiigh here's another one of ma poems for another one of those times......

I HATE

I hate the way u love me,
Hate the way u give me that pain,
I hate the way u forget me,
Hate the way u come bak again,
I hate the way im ignored,
Hate that look in ur eyes,
I hate when ur bored
Hate the truth behind ur lies,
I hate the love that u show,
Hate those tears resting on your cheeks,
I hate the way u make me feel low,
Hate the way u laughed when i was weak,
I hate it when u praise me,
Hate the way u hurt me as if u didnt knew,
I hate the look of hatred when u see,
Cuz i dont have to hate,love itself hates u...

H.O.D




DAYUM!!! cant say anthin more...
im out
Peace!!!!

RANDOM THOUGHTS

hmmm...i just joined this thing....thought of startin it wid a poem i just rote...

Sittin in the dark alone in the night
With a thousand thoughts invading my mind,
In the dense fog just out of my sight,
I hear someone weeping torturing my mind,
I dont know if its a boy or a girl,an adult or an infant,
But i know somebody is in pain,want to help but i know i cant,
It can be a stranger or it can be one of my own,
It can be a friend or it can be a foe
I know Im not the only one hearing this cry,
Every human hears it,Still we hide it and still we lie
Rich or poor,strong or weak
We are all hearing this plea,an internal truth is wat we seek,
I see nobody coming for its aid,saw everybody giving up without trying,
Knowing its us...its our soul thats crying....

H.O.D



Those were just some wierd thoughts I usually get when im bored...

Peace out..